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[Nov. 9th, 2011|12:39 am] |
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Hello there. Its been a good 11 months since I'd last blog here.
E's enlisting tmr and I really feel don't feel good about it. I worry a lot on whether he'll be able to cope and all. Also, we've been together for almost 4 years and this is the longest I'll have to do without him. Its kinda weird cause I've grown to be so dependent on him. With him, I never have to worry because I'll always feel safe and happy. I just hope two years passes by quickly and he'll be back by my side. On a brighter note, army gives both of us space to grow up and to miss each other. My baby boy is finally growing up to be a man now and I should feel happier.
Its gonna be a longggggg two and a half weeks without E, but thank God for friends who promises to keep me occupied. Think I'm so spoilt by the people around me sometimes.
Eyelids feels super heavy now. I'll blog again soon (I hope). I kinda missed blogging anyway. |
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[Dec. 30th, 2010|11:35 pm] |
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Tmr is New year's eve and 2011 will soon be here. 2010 has been nothing but awesome. I'll admit that there were highs and lows this year. I've gained some, I've lost some and through this I learnt a lot. I'm thankful that 2010 brought me closer to my crazy girls and classmates and I appreciate those who have been through those tough times with me. Hugs & kisses to them. <3
I'll be working with Cheryl and Yi Zhuang tmr cause the pay is too good to be missed. Eugene and Brother might be visiting us at work and we'll probably head to celebrate the New Year by having supper together.
School will be starting soon and I dread it seriously cause the next holidays I will have will be in June due to attachment. :( 2011 will be kind of scary for me, come to think of it. I will have to start planning for my future now seeing that it will be my final year next year. I will have to decide whether I want to further my studies or not and if I do, what course of studies should I major in. Sighhhhh, decisions decisions! Adding on to that, my boyfriend will finally turn from a boy to a man. No, he has not recieved his enlistment letter yet, nor has he gone for his medical check up yet, but I dread the day he's enlisted. I guess I'm too dependent on him. Oh well, we've been through hard times and I hope we will survive these even harder times to come. (:
P.S. Just did my nails today though I promised myself not to until CNY. I just couldn't resist it and I love trying out new colours. Those little diamonds on my nails now are sooooo pretty. Heheheh! |
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[Nov. 9th, 2010|11:53 pm] |
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I know I haven't been blogging much lately, but oh well, I've been busy. There are so much I have to do daily and choices that I have to make regarding my course. Now that I've already submitted my choice, its a huge load off my shoulder. I still worry a lot though, like whether I'll regret my choice or not.
Our class is going to split up now that we're going into our final year. We've known in the beginning that we'll have to separate some day, but somehow things got so comfortable that it totally slipped our mind that we'll go separate ways in our third year. We've grown together so much and I really enjoyed things we did as a class. Hopefully, all of us will still remain close and Patrick will still continue to organise class outings. Thankfully, all in our clique, except Peiqi, has made the same choice. I'm crossing my fingers and praying hard that we'll get into the same class. :)
Today was a mighty great day. E has started his attachment now and I had time to kill while waiting for him to end work, so I ended up heading to town with Marissa, Kang Yu and Patrick. We had Gongcha which was nowhere as good as Koi and wandered around aimlessly. I really have to thank them for their company or I'll probably head to some Starbucks in town alone, burying myself in the story books that I've brought out. E came soon after they left and we had dinz at Marche. First time trying it and it was gooddddddddddddddd. Gelare waffles after that cause its a Tuesday and we couldn't resist the awesome waffles they serve. Did a little shopping after all the meals and I came home feeling a little poorer but very much a happy girl. :)))))))
I realise I haven't been posting up pictures because I'm far to much of a lazy bum. Ohhhh, and yay, school starts at 12 p.m. tmr! I should get ready for bed now though, cause I'll be meeting my girls for Frolick before school starts! <3
P.S. Did I mention that SP has a SB in campus now? How much more awesome can life get? :D |
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[Oct. 17th, 2010|12:58 pm] |
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Meeting Besties for shopping and dinner today! Really got to go prepare now cause I'm actually running late now, but I thought I'll just pop in to say hi. Oh, and I'll blog soon. :) |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2010|11:11 pm] |
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I need a holiday from my holiday.
I have so much tension and stress within me now.
I had so much on my mind to blog, but now that I've logged on to blog, my mind is empty.
I hate waiting to know my results.
The misery of waiting and not thinking straight until you know that you did okay sucks.
Urgh, think I need more me-time. :( |
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